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Friday, February 24th, 2006
5:51 am	The Adventures of Johnna ok so i can't really sleep so i'm gonna write in here for a while.. Today was.. interesting.. lol forced family fun with the parental unit.. freakin wasted my whooollee dayy walkin around downtown with them.. at least we got to go out to dinner. I got really pissed towards the end of the day when i found out the mother got into my safe somehow and found.. well.. things that a parental unit should never find. lol She better not have read my journal ooo000ooo I will kill.. how dare she. Naahh she couldn't have read it or else I'd be in big trouble by now lol. So anyways.. I talked to my Nicholas until he almost fell asleep on the phone.. he was pretty tired. He makes me soo happy.. I hope I get to see him tomorrow. So yeah after that I talked to Cody on the phone for a while.. it was weird when his drunk mother picked up the phone in the middle of the conversation "hello? oh.. Cody.. was that her underwear? .... oh ok I'll wash them then.." haha wtf.. um ya we didn't know what the hell she was talking about.. ok so anyways I wanna tell u this weird embaressing story.. k so i was at Jcpenney's before semi.. getting a strapless bra for my dress. I find one that I like and I go looking for a dressing room and I can't find onnee!! ahh i'm in a hurry so i just go in the bathroom.. hopefully ppl won't think i'm like stealing it or something. I'm in one of the stalls and i took my shirt off and changed into the new bra.. and i find out.. there's no mirror! ahh so i open the door a crack and see that the stall at the other side of the bathroom is across from a big mirror. So like.. what would you do? lol I was waiting there for a long time and nobody was coming in or anything.. "hmm do i dare to just run really quick or what.. nobody's even coming.. come on" (yea i talk to myself lol) so i decide to just go for it.. and I'm like WOOSH lightning speEed yeahhahh.. just as i open the door someone walks in the bathroom and sees me running across the bathroom with no shirt on! OMG I was like "WOOAHH!!" and she's like "I'M SORRY!" I just went in the stall quick and she went into the other one and went to the bathroom.. umm yea she looked farmiliar.. so she probably knew me.. haha oh well.. yeah so there you go.. goodnight <3 Current Mood: loved Current Music: this mix i made (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 16th, 2006
1:06 am	Semi (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 28th, 2005
2:29 pm	oops!        whoops! i guess i accidently broke my door.....NOT!                   my dad decided to rip it off...how nice of him..   and no...that is not an orange bong in the background...haha Current Mood: crazy (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 12th, 2005
8:29 pm	aaahh!I love the rain!!!!!!! Current Mood: peaceful (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, July 29th, 2005
12:58 am	Hidden Sorrow I hide my sorrow from you, I don’t want you to see. So you just mind your own life, And don’t worry about me. Yes, it is you I cry for, Every day in my room. Everyone thinks I’m ok, ....they just assume. You ask how i’m doin, I’ll tell you just fine. You just don’t see… If only you could read my mind. So when I pick up the phone, I wipe that tear from my eye. I laugh and crack a joke, I just smile and lie. How many tears do I have to cry, How much longer do I have to hide. I have to suck it all in, And walk it off in pride. by Johnna F Current Mood: sad Current Music: R. Kelly - I'm your angel (Comment on this)
Friday, July 22nd, 2005
5:22 pm	love hurts It's as if everyone thinks they have a secret knowledge of what deep, true love really is...not caring what anybody says if they tell you different. A stubborn belief that no matter what your frends or anyone says, that u r absolutely meant for each other in a soul mate kind of way... i've gotten to the point where i won't believe anyone anymore when they say it is true love... but that still does not make me doubt it's existence "the notebook"..my favorite movie of all time...i believe the love is true in that movie Nicole is having fun with her "lover" today...erica. I wish they would just call me up and tell me to meet them @ the mall or something...anything. But they never do...I don't know why. Not good enough anymore? I dunno..it's depressing. Her aunt and uncle hate me so I guess they banned me from her. I really still do not understand why. When people ask me...i'm not exactly sure what to say anymore...Do they really understand that we are BEST FRIENDS?! It is so cruel.. I wasn't even allowed to see her on my birthday..ha! and that's all i wanted...just to spend time with my best friend. Maybe i will write them a letter. I'll do whatever it takes. I don't talk to billy anymore... his parents fricken think i killed somebody ha! me? murder? yea laugh it up. If you know me well enough you'd know that i could never do something like that. I'm a decent person...not some "lost soul" like billy's parents think. It's only because i said something like that over the phone...which was BUGGED. yea can u believe that? billy's phone was fricken bugged. how nice of his parents to respect his privacy... the truth is..i felt RESPONSIBLE for the death of someone... but it was a trick...on me. i found out later. uggh long story. but i did nothing wrong...and i didn't fucken need the police @ my house!! omg wtf that got me into so much trouble! *siiigh But my life is turning around because of a certain someone...i just hope they don't let me down. I wouldn't be able to take that.... It's finally raining...thank God....I love the rain. I'm going for a walk. : / Current Mood: jealous Current Music: Sarah Mclachlan - hold on (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 17th, 2005
5:08 pm	my poem You are the wind that flies in my face the sun that heats my body the water that cools me off and the frost that sends a chill down my spine You are the beauty in a rose the smile on a stranger the smell of the rain and the love in my heart my angel....                                                                  Current Mood: optimistic Current Music: Gary Allen - the one (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
11:53 pm	wow JULY 12.....the best day of my life. wow.... Current Mood: loved Current Music: Lonestar - amazed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, July 8th, 2005
1:21 pm	Vegas Las Vegas was awesome....i might be moving there with my sister when i turn 18 and maybe my love will come with me????     wow:               (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
3:26 pm	I MISS YOU  you know who you are...i miss and love you so much! Current Mood: sad Current Music: evanescence-my immortal (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 30th, 2005
1:23 am	Don't shit yur pants! <----Nicolette and meeeeeeeee! Nicole...I love you...you're my bestestestest friend everrrrr...lol  so don't shit yur pants! Too bad I can't can't hang with her or Billy anymore!!!! grrrr and guess what i'm sooo mad about!!! I was gonna go to see Green Day in concert on a school night (!!!!) with my friends but then everyone pretty much got in trouble and I didn't want to go without them so I didn't go!!!!!!!!!  grrrr I wanted to go so bad...green day is like my favorite band! Then I heard that it was so cool. Well Billie Jo should have cancelled it cuz i couldn't go! lol My birthday is comin up soon! I'll be 16 May 19th! yessss but guess what...i have a new problem now...I want to go to East High and get out of this shit ND but my parents won't let meeeeeeee!! noooo! well I'm going no matter what they say..lol. I'd be so much happier. I hate ND. The only reason I wanted to be there this year is because Nicole is there....and she's leaving next year....so I just wanna go to East! Whatever I just can't wait till I'm 18. Nicole...just remember...Vegas! yeahah! lol Current Mood: hyper (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 24th, 2005
7:07 pm	kanye ta the! best pic of kanye ever! --->   KANYE WEST   THE BEST RAPPER TO HIT RECORDS (2 Comments |Comment on this)
6:42 pm	hey... I haven't updated in a while...ummm...a lot has happened since the last post. Well...first off...Nicole hasn't been in school for like 2 weeks. School was hell without her..i missed her! Billy is in trouble and can't use the phone...I miss talking to him. I haven't hung out with Billy or Nicole for weeeeks! I went to the mall with Erica yesterday...saw the Ring 2 and bought a new Green Day poster. That was fun. I went to my councelor for the first time yesterday...she's really nice...and it felt so good to vent. And...today I lost my glasses...lol...so i'm goin around bumpin into everything. I can't fricken see anything! I got my weekly report in the mail...and i guess my grades aren't really improving that much..so i'm still in trouble. I've been grounded for over a month now! And most of all I miss Jaren and Jackie sooooo much! Isn't Jaren the cutest!  lol  : ) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
6:42 pm	Schfifty five! Hey, little girl. Did you want to know...a seecreet? Cause I know one, and it is sooooo good to hear it. You want to know what it schwas? Alright, I'll tell you what it schwas. I know.....how to count....alllll de way to schfifty five. ...and I will tell you how to do it. Faster than you can say, Poopty Peuptie pants-ss . You ready to hear it, baby? Arrrright. Schwam. Doo. Two an heif. Scheven. Schfourteen-teen. Schwenty-one. Schwenty-seven heif. Twenty seven, thirty seven, WHAT YOU SAYYYY?! Shiggity schwove, Schwifty-five. Shiggity Schwat, Schfifty-five. Shiggity shiggity schwove, Schwifty-five. Shiggity shiggity schwove, Schfifty-five. Girlfriend's Age: Schfifty-five. My IQ: Schwifty-five. You must pay....5 + 5 is fifty, fifty, fifty!! Schfifty-five! Shiggity shwatity, Schfifty-five! Schwhatiewhat? Schfifty-five, My IQ is schfifty-five. Shiggity shiggity, Schwifty-five. Schwagity, Schfifty-five. Schwat? Shiggity schwat, schfifty, schfifty, schwat. Come on girl, when you add 5+5, Come on girl, fifty five, do that fifty five. Come on girl, come on girl, shake your butt, you ass. Fifty five, fifty five, now lets do the sax! Cmon... Schfifty-five! Shiggity shiggity, Schfifty-five! Schwhatiewhat? Schfifty-five, Shiggity shiggity... Schfifty-five. Shiggity shiggity, Schwifty-five. Schwagity, Schfifty-five. What you say? What you say? Cmon girl, fifty five! Shiggity, schfifty-five Cmon girl, schfifty-five. What you say?! Schfifty-five What you say?! Schfifty-five Cannot hear you! Schfifty-five My ear cant..Schfifty-five.....do it... Shiggity, schwaggity, schwaggity, schwou, schwou? Schfifty-five. Current Mood: amused Current Music: Schfifty five - group x (1 Comment |Comment on this)
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Sunday, March 6th, 2005
12:48 am	KANYE! hey...was^ I just got yelled @ for having my music on too loud...lol. guess what..I got a mysterious phone call the other day...cleo called my cell and asked me wierd questions...i thought it was billy..cody was behind it all! Him and david pranked me and kept calling me...they prolly called 4526564 times. I figured out who it was and then talked to them for like 5 hours. We beat me and nicole's new years eve record....haha nicole! It was fun...david's dad wears pink bathrobes...haha. He went out to get donuts at like 3:30 in the morn. Wierd. Anyways....today I went to the mall with tyler and won like 500 tickets at the arcade! The guy workin there looked so depressed...it looked like he was gonna kill himself @ any second! lol. I also bought a new pair of headphones since nicole is so rough and BROKE MINE! guess what....I'm getting a digital camera tomorrow and my ears piereced if i have time. well..i'm gonna go finish my hw so i can get some sleep....... Current Mood: busy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
12:00 pm	OMG! Ruuuun! It's Nick! Everyone got their data-match thing back today. I never turned mine in...lol. But guess what! Nick Crispinus got his back and guess who he is compatible with...CAILEY! HAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHA ROFL....HAHAHAHAHA....HAHAHAHAHAHA...ok stop laughing johnna! I laughed so hard today when i saw it...i almost fell over! And then in r.o.w he TRIED to close the window...he like..pushed down on it...and his hand slipped and hit something...and he made this wierd noise! hahaha The whole class was laughing. But at the end of the day HELL BROKE LOOSE! He messed up my locker...how dare he touch my kanye picture! I let him walk away..but i got him a couple minutes later! I found a metal spoon in my locker (don't even ask)...lol...and i threw it at him and it hit the back of his leg....got him good! lol And then i missed my bus and had to catch a ride home with him! AAAAHHHH! It was hell! But I survived. And today Nicole and I were in free and we had to go to the bathroom so we were on our way when who should stop us but Mr.Quinn! arg! She/He was like "Where are you supposed to be! You two cannot go to the bathroom at the same time! I am a gay homo!" Actually she didn't say that last thing..hee hee...but you get the point. I just went to S.S and she went to the bathroom. well.......I'm gonna go finish my 3 labs that were due like...a year ago (so i dont get a 0 on the test tomorrow). I'm gonna b up late and b sooo tired tomorrow...I'm gonna need a frappucino in the morning for sure!....lol : ) Current Mood: tired (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 19th, 2005
2:52 am	blah blah bah i'm tired...but yet i'm hyper..lol. I think a ghost lives in my room! My t.v turns off then on real quick without anyone touching it! seriously...lol..it must be defected. What if the phone rings....."7 days!" haha. I was already scared crapless today when i was home alone @ like 10. Nicky called to tell me to lock all of the doors and stuff cuz there was a serial killer on the loose. Then he called from an anonymous # and like moaned into the phone...lol. I'm a scaredy cat...i'm still afraid of the dark. But i've got brandy here to protect me...haha. I was going to go to see Hitch today with Brock, Emily, Billy, and Nicole but nobody was allowed to go. I have to go to church in the morning @ 11...my mom will have fun gettin me up in the mornin. I can hear her now "Get up now! I'm gonna drag you out and make you go naked!" haha. yes...11 is early to me...u should c my summer life, i am nocturnal. I just downloaded green day nimrod and there's a couple really cool songs on there..."time of your life" being the best one. Emily got me into green day...aka rocky...lol. : ) Well...I don't know what to say...other than BRANDY FRICKEN CRAPPED ON MY FLOOR THE OTHER DAY!!! OMG It was horrible! I don't know if it was crap or puke! But i woke up and got out of bed and what do you think i did?....STEPPED IN IT! AAAAHHHHHH!!! I screamed so loud I woke everyone up. worst day of my life...lol. I just got over being mad @ Brandy for jumping up on my desk and eating my favorite sub. And there she goes again...lol. I'm gonna kick her out, send her out on the streets. The neighbors already yell at me for Brandy's garbage rampage! I tell them she's just hungry and to F*** off! no...jk..i wouldn't say that. I hate all of my neighbors...they are all gay homos..ever since by best buds moved away : ( .....hey but i've got EMILY + NICOLE + BILLY now : ) Current Mood: hyper (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 17th, 2005
12:51 am	arrg! My parents are being so gay! jeez! they r so strict all of a sudden! my dad ripped off my room guard and threw it at my wall...i cant lock my door anymore...they took my phone out of my room...i cant talk on the phone after 9 on weekdays anymore...i have to get to bed a lot earlier than ussual...they took my cell away even though i'm the one that bought it...i can't do anything this long weekend...but when they said i couldn't go to the movies this saturday i got so upset i almost broke my plate that i was holding...i think they are gonna let me do that only. I went lookin for my cell and stole it back a lil while ago. i wont let them take it...its MINE. It is hell here..they think all of this will help my grades get better...haha, yea right, they are making me more stressed out than ever! They said "If you start respecting us again and get better grades then you can get your stuff back." i said "well i'm definitely not going to now!" and slammed my door...lol..can u believe them?!!! I am so mad! I wish i could leave here and go somewhere...anywhere..i hate it here right now. i'll just go in my treehouse...even tho it is freezing! i guess i'll use the heating blanket thats up there. I'll have nobody to talk to tomorrow, emily cant talk on the phone and nicole is going to billy's. i am so sick of it, but i manage to keep my head up. Also billy left me on the other line for 15 minutes today while he talked to nicole, he was supposed to 3way me in, he said he "forgot". grrr! i just fell asleep and put my elbow in ice cream...this ecko jacket cost like $80!!!!!! well as you can see everything is goin just great... Current Mood: enraged (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
12:00 pm	Just another day... well...it's just another boring day of school...till nicole asked me to stay after with her and i did. Billy came and gave Nicole a boquet of flowers...a late valentines gift..lol...that was sweet of him...they love each other so much...anyways Nicole and I walked to sugar creek and on our way we saw Emily. I ran to her and hugged her and then she hugged Nicole. She walked from SHS to ND. We were so surprised to see her! We hung out for a while and now Nicole and Emily are friends again. But now Emily hates me again...she gets mad at me every day for something...she is mad at me...then she isn't...then she is...then she isn't. I hate it am getting sick of it but I just have to deal with it I guess. I think that she is just going through a lot right now and is pretty stressed out. It seems like she is always depressed and I dont know what to do. I hate to see her like that. I think that I make it worse when I try to help....i dunno but I wish all 4 of us could just "live happily ever after"..but that'll never happen....something bad always happens. But i'm just gonna keep my head up and hope for the best. Well i g2g cuz my mom is yellin at me. She can be so mean sometimes! : ( Current Mood: tired (2 Comments |Comment on this)